Today’s news in a nutshell. My Flu is now gone and I no longer have any drugs left to take. This is a good thing. Though I will admit, recently, I’ve been feeling a little down. Can’t really say why I’m feeling this way. All I can say is that there is a hole in my soul and for some reason there is an empty spot that will not go away. The last time I felt complete was when I was dating my ex girlfriend. Since then that hole has been there. It hasn’t stopped me from living, but on certain days, I wake up with a knot in my stomach, and wonder what is in store for me today. I’d like to be able to fill that hole, but it doesn’t seem likely. Perhaps religion is the key. I really hate Christianity, so I’m looking into Buddhism. However, I doubt it will help me. I really have no clue what I’m looking for anymore. Perhaps once it starts to get warm here in Japan, I’ll start to feel a little better. Who knows. While, I’m waiting to fill that gap, there are video games to play and areas of Japan(and Asia) left to visit. I’ll keep you updated.
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